*last day of the month*

Friday! wee. tmr is friday! hahh.

overall. had been a great week. every single day of it. ahakz.

sheesh. so much happened this week. lost track of em all. bleargh.

let's see. tuesday~! volleyball fer pe! nicey. health screening! nicey. Napfa 5-items! nicey. e-maths class test! nicey.? bleargh. hah.

wednesday~! visit the nurse? nicey. physics practical + class test! nicey.? hah. higher malay! nicey.

today~! breeze through classes. nicey. somehow, the day pass by very fast. heh. stayed back after sch. yada yada. watched the rehearsal parade! wayy nicey. hee.

to dearest li ting, happy 16th birthday aight! SmiLes!! =)

gawd~! it's already april tmr! cepatnyerrr. bleargh. soon mid-year. den prelims. den O'levels! bleargh.

and yesh. there's sooo many april babies. and i mean it. i sense yuni n sya smiling already. ahakz. =)

*detest the indecisive me. sheesh.*

*Monday Blues anyone.?*

Heya.

planned to type in lots. u noe, the details n all. but bleargh! sudd lost tat mood. hahh.

k. today. was fast. very fast. hah. practicals and all. and cekgu didnt came fer hmt. so once again, we crapped. hohoh.

the Cameron Highlands Trip was superb. nyahahaa. views and sceneries were awesome. the air, atmosphere, yada yada, was terrific! Spore sudd felt sooo HOT to me. muahaa.

cant imagine.? well, picture this. place ur hands under running water. count to 10. and ur hands are gone. NuMb. wooo~ luvvv it.

sories peeps. as i expected. the strawberries were all gone in the blink of an eye. muahaha.

i'd recommend Cameron Highlands. if yall can stand 2 hours on the winding road, wif occasional bonjol.? muahaa. wad a word. bleargh. i even puked. bahhh.

6 hours journey sey. sat in the car doing no physical activities other den munching! hahh. yeahh. i ate lots. no wonder i feel heavier now! bahh.

plusss. i learnt tat just a smile can do wonders. especially in tensed situations. so smile people, SmiLe!!

other den some series of unfortunate events. overall. was a super duper trip. =) let's go again! heee.

*dont do this to me.*

*Good Friday*

Heya.

It's Friday! yeah. 12.11am. feels like thurs. bahh. k crap.

updating early. coz tmr is gonna be rushy. hmwks, packing and all.

believe it.? i have yet to pack my bag. when it would usually take me bout 3 days, staring into my almari. hah.

Good Friday. and they still give us 2 compres. plus a compo. bleargh. English-ouh-English.

kinda pissed wif highermalay on monday. keep making me feel sore. boo. but cekgu made up fer it on weds. class was okey-ly fun. plus. No Homeworks! =)

Thursday! some-what great day too. hah. there was rehearsal fer Aday. i wanna watch the uniform groups parade! so kewl~ but then. didnt get any 'achievements'. so why bother.? nyahaa.

Hazy day, erm, yesty. aint it.? wonder how clean the air is in Cameron Highlands. dun feel like shopping. so no promises of souvenirs fer yall! nyahaa.

Strawberries would either get spoilt, or completely vanish into the many stomachs on our way back. hoho.

note this. i wont be in Spore during the weekends. so dun msg me. even if u do, i wont be replying. sories! and sheesh, my prepaid's lowww. bahhh.

overall. nicey week. in fact, superb. except yeah. hmwks ruin me, evri single day. bleargh.

Happy Weekends people. may homeworks cheer yall up. hee.

Sunday Morning on the Highlands. wee.

*High on Life!*

Heya.

realised.? didnt blog yesty! was friday! tsk tsk. nyahahaa.

watched tat no-drug show.? High on life! wee. nicey. n for tat reason, i've stopped doing my hwks. hahh.

homeworks marathon today. got a reality check, i have sch in 2 days! bahh. endless compos to write. urgh.

spent my morning in johor! wee. nicey. but without mum n harun. advance booking of car. fer next week! Cameroon Highlands here we come~! joys.

after tat. went to Pan Pacific! a buffet lunch. pay n eat to ur hearts' desire! woo. swear my stomach could have burst! nyahaa. dishes were nicey. but the desserts, were scrumptious! fabulous! delicious! simply superb. hee. =)

den jalan2 abit. bought some stuffs. dad was way wayy sleepy n tired by then. kesian. insufficient sleep yesty. so we went back. overall, nicey trip. =D

reach home to find. mum n harun actually baked cookies! gosh. swear was simply superb! the house smelled like Famous Amos! nyahaa. i ate lots! too lots. my whole evening munching cookies. hee. I Need To Work Out! woo.

we should leave them behind more often. den i can get more cookies! heee. how cruel~ k. was joking.

and Ouh-Ouh-Ouh! daddy found my blog! daddy read my blog! and im sure he'll come again. soon. coz it's now in his 'favourites'.! nyahahaa. heya bapak! ur reading.? I Luv You! hear me.? I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U! wee.

noe wad it means.? i have to blog cautiously. nyahaa. Plus! You pple must tag warily too. or daddy's cumin, to town. nyahahaa.

aiyoh. tak tahu. bapak balek bawak kayu.! yada yada. hee. =)

oraits den. i wanna watch tv again! i miss the tv. nyahaa. den. back to hwks. bahhh.

*and she's done waiting. wee.*

*tittle-less*

heya.

will try to make this quick.

after the lonnng wait. FINALLY got the pics from yuni. hee. nicey. i guess.

great day today. prolly coz i finally get my evening sleep. hah. morning was nicey. didnt expect to see maria and all. hee. pluss. finally started doing my hws. hah!

yesty was awesome. too bad cant blog yesty. protocol. heh.
woke up to a great surprise. yada yada. went out wif scamz. bowling was ok-ly nice. swensens was superbly great. yada yada was awesome. overall, two thumbs up. wee.

great caring superb fantastic frens i've got. thanks fer not ruining me. u sca(-m)zs r great influence. hahh. and thanks for everything. i soo totally luv yall. to dearest bits and pieces. luv yall.

talk to me! sum up the day well! talk to me! erPs. hahhh. k. im such a paranoid today. nites!

*simplicity of life. that just makes you smile. all day long.*

*Bowling For Swensens.*

Heya.

I, Munirah Binte Mohamed Sani, shall not will not and must not update this blog on, Wednesday 16 March 2005, so that it'll prove dearest Shafinaz Selamat, that she is wrong! =D

Ps: had an ouh-so-wonderful time at Safra, YishunReservoir, Swensens and Northpoint wif dearest SCAmZ. and 812 was ALL OURS, at least for a moment. more den triple joys. hee.

*answer my prayers...*

Heya.

yuni's entry struck me. where is My Life heading to.? if onli i know.

i wanna be...
a teacher, yes. a psychologist, ouh yeah. an optician/optometrist, maria's influence. a doctor, i'd wish. newscaster, thought of it before. lawyer, woo fancy.
...or maybe, life's too short to be any of them.?

primarily. i wanna graduate. and get myself a degree. make dad n mum contented. get a driving license. for my vespa. i dun care wad happens next. dying would be great. god. pls let me die a proper muslim. and i'd be the happiest soul ever. but then again, life's not ALL bout ME and ONLY ME.

spent my morning in yishun's polyclinic. have yet to find out anything. onli got a referral letter to KKHospital. gawd. stop leaving us in suspense. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

and i hate myself for being so hopeless. i wanna graduate NOW. i wanna learn all there is bout medicines, NOW. i wanna be able to help and make a difference, NOW. i hate myself for being so hopelessly Useless.

overall, i hate the fact tat my parents have to go thru this, once again.

dearest god whom i luv wif all of my heart,
i pray hard tat u answer my prayers. though it's all ur will, dun take him away from us. at least not so soon. You took my dearest sister when we least expected it. not now, not again. please god. please i beg of you.

i just cant stand the sight and the smell of hospitals. and i hate doctors and their painful chemotherapy treatments tat made my sister's last days, a torment. when they blardy hell knew nothing more can be done. curse u all. u hear me.? curse u...

urgh. wth. i noe every living thing dies soon enuf. im a bio student for goodness sakes! but i just simple cant understand why blardy educated people try inventing ways to cure others, when they're actually killing them. for experiments.? we're not ur test subjects. blardy hell.

chemotherapy?? steroid.?? for god's sake! that blardy tumour was at her brain stem. or wherever it was. nothing more can be done! assholes.

screw you all. screw you all. screw you all. screw you all. screw you.

k fine. i'll stop this. im tired of being emo. scared. hopelessly useless. wad else.? ME. im simply tired of being me.

just hope tat tmr will be better. may bowling and swensens clear my troubled mind and wash away my sanity. i'm counting on yall.

*wake my dreams.*

*Hapi HoLs*

heya.

im tired. it's 10.48pm now. and i need sleep. coz there's school tmr. sheesh. and you call it a holiday.?

nvm uh. i dun mind going to school. im missing yall. and i miss the teachers. nyahaha. FIY. Mdm Jo-Marie will be back after the hols. so be warned dearest juniors of aiss. you've yet to see discipline at it's peak.

get clean-white-above-the-ankle socks for school. change all ur hairbands/clips/scarfs to black/white/green. take off all those accessories. white shoes. and dun find fault, wear your badges! nyahahaa.

wth. i regret hearing ur advice. uh no. im the one to be blamed. gerl, i hate you. hahh. wth. i will never-ever-ever cut my hair again. pls dun influence me. ever again.

and wth. u didnt even bothered to tegur me. why.? tsk. im glad tat ur having problems wif her. hahh. and i noe im cruel. sories.

ouh yeahh. Hapy Holidays to one and all. enjoy them while you still can. hee.

*you. her broken dreams.*

*hopeless*

heya.

wee. wad day issit today.?? FriDay~!!

k fine. maybe today isnt as great as other fridays, but it is indeed the bestest day this week. which goes to show, this week is just too shucky.

great morn ass. councillors thingy. yada yada. and prize presentation. aww, i luv my house. the upper sec did fabs. lower sec were however, hmph. at least overall, we got 1st~ wee.

B-House. wee. B-House. yeahh. B-House. wooh. B-House. heee~

sch is getting more non-budget. didnt expect to get anything from the cross-country. but we did. pluss, the thingy is wayy styLo.

a Gold Keychain wif a nicey font of 'CROSS COUNTRY' n pple running. engraved at the back, AISS. Team. Sec4/5 Girls. 1ST. 2005... luvvv it. B-House Rawks!

onli had english class. yada yada. malay and last period was blissful. and chatty. finalised plans wif Scamz during the hols. wee~ cant wait.

got our report slips! hahh. reali need help on my eng. and comb humans. the onli 2 subs tat i dun have any other options den to be accounted for in my L1R5. ruined! hopeless.

assembly was oraits. not crampy. at ALL. wee~ but wrong sits uh. tsk tsk. pluss, heavy books. had to bring home allll. tsk. n yeah, how cruel of us to call her elephant. nyahaaa~

badminton. sheer boredom strikes, at first. but when our boredom adds up. it was joyous. thanky yous pple. the common ones. reali shld think of a name fer us. hahh. like Scamzs~ =)

and here i am. waisting my time. when tons of hws are waiting. 1 week hols babe. but wad's a holiday if ur in sch practically everyday.? hee~

i'll just wait and see.

*something is amiss*

Heya.

tat last entry was too shucky. sories fer not updating. heh. been too exhausted. and sick of myself.

didnt intent to update. coz have lotsa hws piled up. but den, i hate the sight of tat last entry. so here i am. haiz~

yesty cross country run was actually splendid. had lotsa fun wif my darling frens. ran the competitive run. was a last minute decision. had no regrets at all.

thanks to all hu made the ouh-so-dreaded run, an enjoyable one for me. n yesh, congrats to my darling frens fer winning those trophies. u pple deserve em. hee.

ouh yeahh. the trip there was just filled wif anxiety. tsk. the trip back was fabulous~ crapped+laugh+enjoyed soo much. thanky yous pple. and yesh. that teacher cracked me up. lame-O.

"if you all cannot keep quiet, i'll leave u... (looked around) There! (trying hard not to laugh)+(pointing to the roadside)..." - Mr you-noe-who. hee.

today, lessons were painful. but u gerls were great. adore yall. hee. any news bout our class's parliament trip.? sheesh.

btw, we found out tat Nathan was a terrorist. nyahahaa! communication-breakdown. Ho Ho Hoe.

haiz. have got 6 hmt compos to be done during the hols. wad a sore.

k uh. i dun feel good these pass few days. too emoistic i guess. sheesh. hws are calling me. so nites!

I WANT YOU to leave me alone. - emily

*i Hate You.*

you, yes you.


I hate you for ruining my day. yes, My Day. afterall, this is not the only day tat u've ruined. multiple times before. but i forgive, though never forget.

and now. you did it again. u've ruined my day. i hate you. i simply do.

and You. wad r u trying to teach me, by declaring 'im not talking to you'.. wad, 2 days u said.? fine, while ur at it. why dun u make it my whole lifetime. i wanna hate you too, but i cant. coz for god's sake, ur my father.

and yesh. why do u have to be so bias.? why dun YOU teach HIM not to piss me off. instead of just teaching me how to respect him.

for heaven's sake. i noe how to respect pple, only when they deserve it frm me.

why dont YOU do me, the GreaTest favour of ur whole entire lifetime.
i) stop trying to be kind. tak menjadi. it pisses me off.
ii) stop tat big-brother-ly act. ur soo not gd at it.
iii) stay within 1m away frm me. especially when dad is arnd. so tat i wont be tempted to be rude to you. and so tat u wont piss me off.

k fine. i'll shut up now. this is soo unlike me. i dun like hating pple. but i cant help it. i hate you. at least, for now.

im sori, but i hate you.

*ouh-soo-wonderful day*

Heya!


wooh. had the best day ever. friday is a certified ouh-soo-wonderful day, by me! weee~

morning was joyous. our first house meeting. Group B! wee. B for bodoh. B for babi. hoho. great hse master, Mr Ong. he's so enthu-ly great. B for Bravo! nyahahaa.

wad are the odds of having 2 or 3 as the last no of our I/C's.? it was fated. hahh. SCAM is in Bravo. [yuni shrieked joyously when we found out.] and so is maria. heee~! *grins*

school was great. as usual~ kater fridays~ hoho. andd we talked. hahh! pluss, did chem titration. all my ans were inaccurate! nyahaa. also got back chem paper, joys.

met up wif dee n maria at her house before badminton. den met up wif yuni in sch. den yada yada.. badminton! only played fer 1/2 hr. nyahahaa~ but the whole evening was great. Greattt~! ouhh-sooo-wonderful. Luvvver-Ly evening!

thanks to the normal pple i luvv ouh-so-much. dee, maria, jambu, yuni.. luv ya to bits and pieces. hoho~ and for all the smiles i get. even frm those who i dun noe~ u pple made my day~ wee.

the feeling of being the seniors in school, is strange. how pple would look at u, as if ur soo much older. how they would want to noe u, thinking tat knowing a senior would make dem popular. how no one tries to pick a fight wif u, thinking tat they're entering a danger zone. hoho. plusss. they all SmiLe at youu~~~ heee~~~

anyways. in conclusion. today is yet again, another great day. and this week is, indeed, fabulous. luvv yall.

and you smiled. once again. hee.

*thanky yous seniors!*

heya.


today. is yet again another great day.

morning assembly was great. the bestest way to start the day. wif all those enthu faeces bout sch's O's results. and singing the one and only song we have, wif pride. integrity and compassion! hahh.

such propaganda.?

but hey, i reali reali do luvvv my school oraits. hee.

Well-being Day tat i had looked forward to, was cancelled. joys~ pluss. getting released at 10.15 tmr. double joys. Thanky Yous Seniors~! u've restored AI's Self-Esteem. wooh.

so now. 4e/5n'2005 batch. O'levels cuming up. it's up to us! let us work hard! and make sure tat next yr, our dearest juniors get released early too! wooh~

k fine. i'll shut up now. sheesh.

btw. pls pls make tat M'sia trip happen. pls pls. im dying to get out of s'pore wif yall~! plusss. i've gotten my dad's approval! weee~ luvvv ya dearest dad.

*and all i can do, is to be sorry.*